Says it all.

Wow, school is tomorrow. So much for holidays, i didn't even get to enjoy it. Except for a tinny winny bit. :D

I'm hoping for a lil' bit of drama tmrw. Somehow. I know, seems kinda... Never mind, shan't say it. And yes, i think i do need to speak my mind. I'm like the coward who doesn't there to be that straight-forward and all. Firstly, i go ''OMG, i'm so gonna do that and say that!" In the end, all talk no action. Wow, great job Chelsea. Way to go. This goes to show i'm a person of words only. -.- Which is like a bad thing. Even the people closest to me says so too. Sigh, i just wanna be bold and brave for once. Why can't i?! WHY?!

To be frank, i'm not always the ''nicey nice'' Chelsea you always see me as. That's just because, maybe sometimes i'm too coward like i said, or 2 i'm a two faced-bitch. I always have something to say to you, but there always seem to be something stopping me. Stupid. Me & my stupid self. But nahh, i ain't no two-faced bitch. I'm soooo much better than that, in fact WAYYYYY better. I don't say nasty comments to people cos i think about how embarrassed they'll be or how it'll affect their feelings. I know how it feels, really. To be put off just like that. And so! I just realised, we can't always be nice right? Sometimes, being honest and straight-forward is the only solution to all problems. Not all, but it does make one realise about certain things. Don't you just hate it when people think they're always right even when they're wrong?!!! It's a total turn-off lah. Whatthehell.

I just hope you'll change for the better. I'm saying this because i care for you & not to put you off or anything. So, what i'm gonna say tmrw may offend you in some ways but it's for the better good. But if you're gonna take it to heart deeply, then that's just too bad.

And yes, this post is for you my dear one.

Chao~